few words many thoughts

December 2nd, 2003 by

If equal affection cannot be,
let the more loving one be me.

If any pain cannot be avoided,
let the more hurting one be me.

If secret strength is required,
let the quiet brave one be me.

If self sacrifice has to be,
let the sacrificial one be me.

If I could, I would.
If I can, I will.
If I had to, I would do.

Don’t you understand, it said to me, don’t you understand at all?
I am you. And I cannot be, without me.

25 Responses to “few words many thoughts”

  1. Abez Says:

    (glares at comment box.)

    It et this last time so I’m typing it again.

    Byootiful. This is Rumi, right?

  2. Waleed Says:

    No, this is not Rumi.
    This is me.

    (ps: Abez, if you’re running into any problems, please contact me via the contact page. jzk)

  3. Owl Says:

    A worthy prayer. Lovely.

  4. Barsaat/Anju Says:

    few words, many thoughts indeed.

    beautiful sentiment. the people you love are indeed lucky to have it.

  5. yasmine Says:

    Insha’Allah and Ameen to it all, Waleed.
    And Anju put it so well – I second her comment.

  6. burhan Says:

    Sounds like you’re missing someone who couldn’t join you on your holidays..

  7. chai Says:

    i read that like 90287498475241 times and by that i mean a couple of times and i don’t understand at all

  8. Faiza Says:

    WH Auden?

    Nah, can’t be.

    Beautiful, nevertheless.

  9. burhan Says:

    I got Auden too when I did a search for the first line on google.. I don’t think it’s auden though.

  10. Waleed Says:

    Jaza Kala Khair.
    The first line, yes, is Auden.
    That one just stuck with me and the rest flowed out.

    Try again Chai. N’th time’s the charm.

  11. yasmine Says:

    ahh, I was trying to figure out why the first line sounded familiar, and thought that perhaps you had posted bits of it previously or something.

    Good stuff still, upon rereading your post again.

  12. Abez Says:

    Ah, I knew I had read that first line somewhere before. :)

  13. chai Says:

    i thought it was n-1 time. oh no. i’m doomed.

  14. phathima Says:

    as though somehow i could prevent an ending that hasn’t occured yet. by being the atlas of this new, unfamiliar world. by standing true to these promises, prevent all further mistakes, all further endings.

    this story can’t have a “happily ever after.” it doesn’t have a “once upon a time.”

    only me striving in this pair to be more so i can sit back and see you.

  15. phathima Says:

    lol … no yodling eh w.

  16. Jaded Says:

    I’ve read your entry several times now, I still don’t know what to say except subhanAllah, nice one Waleed.

    I think you should have a seperate link set up on your blog for all your poem type stuffs?

  17. yaser Says:

    how sweet.

    i used to think like that too. once upon a time. with the last line changed to “and i cannot be me, without you.”

    then i found reality and here i am today.

    ooh, a penny.

  18. chai Says:

    my grandma says a penny for your thoughts all the time to me. she doesn’t realize my daydreams are plots to take over the world. sometimes she’s too cool even for me.

  19. adnan Says:

    “then i found reality and here i am today.”

    What is real?

    You think that’s air you’re breathing?

  20. adnan Says:

    also, I would want atleast a dime for my thoughts… there’s something known as inflation you know!

  21. phathima Says:

    yaser – ouch ouch and as my bro would say, ouchiez.
    even though your right, and i know your right, i prefer just now to believe otherwise. so much truth, so much, and i think i’ll define my own, as long as i have strength to do so.

    adnan …. u know what I breathe? lol.
    guess wat, the true artist thinks for free.
    and then there are those, fools, who insist on giving advice even when people are willing to pay them to shut up …..

    yes i can take a hint

  22. phathima Says:

    and as a matter of fact, i do know the difference between “you’re” and “your” … blame it on the net-fobbiness. it comes naturally, inescapably.

  23. adnan Says:

    when people pay me to shut up, I take the money…

  24. chai Says:

    here are my 2 paisas

  25. adnan. Says:

    whoa!

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